The hardest things are always said last… ( going on hiatus ).

As I push the 100 and something blog post threshold I feel myself losing interest. Perhaps it has a little to do with how hectic/busy my rl has gotten since this semester’s began. Like for example, I took pictures last week and I am not entirely satisfied with them but, I figured to achieve the ‘looks’ I want, I’d need to dedicate more time to the process… more time, which, I certainly don’t have.

So, what’s the basis of all this? Is it a subtle hint into the near future? Maybe… because, as it is this year will be an eventful one. I am graduating in the summer and making plans for grad school or pursuing a second degree. I’ll be leaning towards the latter but, I am certain my performance by the end of this semester will be the defining factor all around.

Oh, and not to mention, I’ll be moving in less than a month. Now, not to put my entire reallife out there because, I’ve always strived to maintain a certain amount of anonymity but, I think it is important everyone who cares understands the reasons behind my prolonged absences hence! the explanation…out of respect mostly… Because, I just think it’s rude to disappear without a word and not to the mention, the speculations that might arise as some people have no problem blatantly impersonating others ( e.g the never ending copybot crisis and the things in between) ~ of course, that’s another story for another blog post.

Anyway, I hope you’ve enjoyed my short ado about absences!. When I am officially back, you’ll be the first to know!

and as always,
xoxo
~Mia

Video :: Heartbreak warfare by John Mayer
Lightning strikes
Inside my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It’s heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don’t you say so?”

I let my heart go.

Windlight settings :: [TOR] SUNSET – silhouette by Torley Linden
Location :: City of Einar

Hey! So, I was away for a few days on vacation, I don’t know if I should even call it a “vacation” since that term should be defined as a period of recreation. Without going into much detail let’s just say going on “vacation” with family to visit family is like deliberately committing one’s self to an asylum with a window view of a lighthouse. Sound exciting? :) Yeah, I know.

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Anyway, there is however, always something exciting to come back to on the grid. I have on one of lelutka’s latest releases and I have to literally restrain myself from gushing all over this outfit, I wish my pictures could have done it enough justice.

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I have also been listening to paramore’s song, monster. After rewinding it a few times I began to wonder if the lyrics are referring to lady gaga? I really hope not, I love both parties and it will be hard to take sides.

Anyway, on to what I had on, enjoy,
xoxo,
Mia

What I am wearing;
Pose :: Sexy Pose 013 & Walking 003 by Apple Spice
Hair :: EDITORIAL01 in Marilyn by [LeLutka]
Scarves :: EDITORIAL scarves w/ belt by [LeLutka]
Bikini :: Micro Bikini Net version in White by Luck inc
Pasties :: Transparent Tape in Semi Sheer by .:A&M:. ( acid & Mala )
Shoes :: INNA in (White) V2 by [Diktator]

Video :: Monster by Paramore

” I’m only human
I’ve got a skeleton in me
But I’m not the villain
Despite what you’re always preaching
call me a traitor
I’m just collecting your victims
And they’re getting stronger”