The hardest things are always said last… ( going on hiatus ).

As I push the 100 and something blog post threshold I feel myself losing interest. Perhaps it has a little to do with how hectic/busy my rl has gotten since this semester’s began. Like for example, I took pictures last week and I am not entirely satisfied with them but, I figured to achieve the ‘looks’ I want, I’d need to dedicate more time to the process… more time, which, I certainly don’t have.

So, what’s the basis of all this? Is it a subtle hint into the near future? Maybe… because, as it is this year will be an eventful one. I am graduating in the summer and making plans for grad school or pursuing a second degree. I’ll be leaning towards the latter but, I am certain my performance by the end of this semester will be the defining factor all around.

Oh, and not to mention, I’ll be moving in less than a month. Now, not to put my entire reallife out there because, I’ve always strived to maintain a certain amount of anonymity but, I think it is important everyone who cares understands the reasons behind my prolonged absences hence! the explanation…out of respect mostly… Because, I just think it’s rude to disappear without a word and not to the mention, the speculations that might arise as some people have no problem blatantly impersonating others ( e.g the never ending copybot crisis and the things in between) ~ of course, that’s another story for another blog post.

Anyway, I hope you’ve enjoyed my short ado about absences!. When I am officially back, you’ll be the first to know!

and as always,
xoxo
~Mia

Video :: Heartbreak warfare by John Mayer
Lightning strikes
Inside my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It’s heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don’t you say so?”

“… some of them want to be abused… “

Location :: Mexico Distrito Federal ( stunning sim, my snaps don’t do it enough justice :( )

somewanttobeabused

I really like cybernetic looks and I think carrying swords is sexy so when I put this look together the other day ( yes, I have been walking around like this for a few days now ) I thought it was perfect but, when it came down to snapping the pictures, getting the perfect snapshot and location to get what I was trying to portray was damn near impossible.

wanttobeabused

Did I mention how much I love apple spice poses? Especially their action poses? I had to restrain myself yesterday while surfing through her collection but, I must say they were literally perfect for this sword.

Also, a good friend of mine, Onagh Ashbourne, who is an angel by the way filled me in on the new updates going on around sl. It seems like mesh will be rolling in really soon, by the end of August, are you ready?

In other news;
Elio <3.

It’s awesome the things you discover on flickr just by browsing through it. It’s one of the only ways i update myself on what’s new in sl if I’ve been away for a while.

Anyway, I saw the skin I have on in this picture at lucifer luckless‘s stream and fell in love with the softness of the face. It’s still in beta and he’s doing a lot of tweaking so he’s looking for feedback and, I volunteered! :D and even modded my shape to create a face out of it.

What do you think?
If you wanna try it out too IM Lucifer Luckless in world and let him know you’d like to try out his Elio beta skin :D ohh and there’s a male version too :O Ikr?!!

thank you luci

What I was wearing;
Pose :: Action 002 by Apple Spice
Outfit :: G261 by Graves
Bracelets :: High-Tech Cyber Bracelets by .:[UD]:.
Hair :: Garden in Blonde 07 by [e]
Bow Accessory :: by [Anaphora]
Gloves :: Leather Gloves by [Sassy Kitty Designs]
Chest Tattoo :: The Suffering Machine by [S]oleil
Cleavage :: Breast Enhancer for Curio Sundust Light by Luck inc
Skin :: ( as always see side tab or check the “staples” tab )
Boots :: High-Tech Cyber Boots by .:[UD]:. ( promo, 199L )
Katana :: freebie on marketplace by justinmichael torok ( it was actually a display sword but, it’s easily modifiable if you wanna wear it instead )

Face look;
Dripping black tears :: tatto layer makeups v7 13 by Nuuna’s
Eyeshadow :: Wings (eyeshadow) by Insufferable dastard
Blush :: Rosy Blush by cheLLe
Lip color layer :: ~dolly lip(light)~ pink w/ (teeth) by ROZENA
Eyelash ( 1 ) :: WingLashes by HouseofFox
Eyelash ( 2 ) :: _NoAlpha Lashes N15_ by Miamai
Eyes :: Bullseye! in Turquoise by Insufferable dastard ( it looks green because of the windlight settings )
Cheek Piercings :: :Basic Piercings: – Cheeks w/ (Shadow) by Buried ( 1L )

Video :: Sucker punch soundtrack :: Sweet dreams by Emily Browning
( I had been avoiding the sucker punch movie hype like a plague,
the other day I caved in and literally got sucked in after hearing this cover of sweet dreams,
love, love this version and I’ve been listening to it in heavy rotation -.- )

“Aerials, in the sky”

(This post is brought to you by *{ SeVered GarDeN }* .)
(click pictures to enlarge)

Arielsinthesky2

I might be venturing into an unknown abyss with this post but, bare with me, I am only a blogger and the only thing that really catches my eye, if anything, is fashion and great style. I appreciate uniqueness, whichever community it is from. Which is why today you get to see a different side of my experience in the secondlife fashion community, proundly presented by me and of course sponsored by *{ SeVered GarDeN }*! (Thank you so much for your support, generosity and amazing creativity!) along with multiple-talented secondlife designers! Who have the daily courage to bring you amazing designs like these every, single, day… or week, but that’s besides the point.

Today, we’ll talk about Gor. Yeah, you read that right!, go back and read it over again if you’d like. As, some of you know, there is a large community of Gorean Roleplayers in secondlife. Just type the word “gor” in search and viola! a large collection comes up ( please,do this ONLY if you are over 18, as all gorean sims are rated R or NSFW!) Here’s a list of some pretty good ones in no particular order, depending on the kind of roleplay you are seeking ( but, that’s another story, which is not necessarily ment for this post as I refuse to touch on the on-going saga in gorean roleplay). Some of these sims are considered btb (the John Norman series) while others are not.

Ghost Outlaws
Ulfhendnar Vikings
WTF Marauder
Skerry of Einar
Black Pearl Mercs
Dark Sword Outlaws
Kenaz
Village of Argentum
Spirit Mercs
Kassau Mercs
Souless Outlaws

Feel free to also visit the Gor hub as well (which is active 24/7).
If you are unfamiliar with Gorean roleplay you should probably wear an observer tag before you venture there, depending on how much you can gather within a few days or more, they might let you in.

How did I come about all this information you might ask?, well, for the past few months I have been trying my hand at various roleplay sims. Recently I gave gor another shot, after a day or two I landed myself in a group! with the Ghost Outlaws as a “kajira” also known as a slave. No, it is nothing like the slavery of old which most of us have learned about in school and such. Nor does it have too many similiarities to bdsm as most of secondlife assumes. It’s quite the contrary which I have discovered over the past couple of weeks.

Anyway, all this aside, my favorite pasttime was-you guessed it! “dressing up!!“. Kajirae’s are required to dress appealingly or perhaps raunchy. I will be keeping things a little polite for this post. Enjoy!.

These pictures were shot at the Empress and Hierophant sim.
This post also features my roleplay Mistress, Ouiara Osei!.

"Ariels in the sky" ( pt. 1)

What Ouiara Osei was wearing;
Eyes::Hazel by Pulse
Outfit:: Warmog female in dark .:GSpot:.
Accesories:: Wanderer Jewellery Set by *League*
Hair:: .+*Bell*+ in Black&Silver by MIRAI STYLE
SHAPE:: Quiara’s shape which is made herself.
SKIN:: by LAQ
Skin Add on:: Messy blood and dirt tattoo by Overt (Fantasy Clothing & Wounds)
Weapon:: Absurdo bow by Vo-Fang Weapons

What I was wearing;
Face Tattoo:: Tala set in blue by *{ SeVered GarDeN }* (included in outfit)
Bracelets:: Tala set in blue by *{ SeVered GarDeN }*(included in outfit)
Headband:: Tala set in blue by *{ SeVered GarDeN }* (included in outfit)
Legband:: Tala set in blue by *{ SeVered GarDeN }* (included in outfit)
Top:: Tala set in blue by *{ SeVered GarDeN }* (included in outfit)
Weapon:: Jasmine Blowgun by Primus Weapons
Collar:: Rope Collar by Opencollar (scripted and free)

Video:: Aerials by System of A Down

 "Life is a waterfall, 
we're one in the river, 
one again after the fall." 
 
(We all start off the same and we all end up the same.) 

I think I did it again.

This post may have many underlying meanings and if you’ve been following along on flickr you might have an idea where my theme for today stemmed from. If not, then just stick with me…we’ll figure something out. There’s a certain craze going around.It’s silly. But it needs to be addressed. Guys, teasing doesnt automatically mean we want you!. Girls, just because another female speaks to your bf doesn’t mean she wants him!!!!.Now, that’s all cleared up let’s have Britney spears elaborate on that for you.

"I think I did it again.I made you believe
We're more than just friends...
It might seem like a crush,
But it doesn't mean
That I'm serious."

(I don’t care what anyone has to say about this song, no matter how cheesy it sounds, it’s freaking awesome and right on the dot!)

Anyway, on to the kickass look of the day.

I think I did it again. Pt. 1

I think I did it again. Pt. 1

Guns :: Desert_Eagle_R (v1.0) by :::Brutal Weapons:::
Eyes :: Fiend Eyes Starry by Nephania Rubanis designer of [Beautifully Grotesque]
Tribal face tattooo :: Tribe by Systi Cisse designer of [sYs]
Eye makeup :: I want to be Beth Ditto #4 by La Malvada Mujer
Eyeliner :: in black by Elifie Sugarplum designer of [esuga] (free)
Lipstick :: Don’t Stop Yet by PIDIDDLE
Jacket :: NASTASIA in ivory by [LeLutka]
Pants :: Sassy Overalls in Black with Suspenders by [Sassy Kitty Designs]
Pose :: by Kuso
Boots :: Ballet heels by Salid Sewell designer of *KaS*
Hair :: DIVA in Light Platinum Blonde by [ 69 ]