The hardest things are always said last… ( going on hiatus ).

As I push the 100 and something blog post threshold I feel myself losing interest. Perhaps it has a little to do with how hectic/busy my rl has gotten since this semester’s began. Like for example, I took pictures last week and I am not entirely satisfied with them but, I figured to achieve the ‘looks’ I want, I’d need to dedicate more time to the process… more time, which, I certainly don’t have.

So, what’s the basis of all this? Is it a subtle hint into the near future? Maybe… because, as it is this year will be an eventful one. I am graduating in the summer and making plans for grad school or pursuing a second degree. I’ll be leaning towards the latter but, I am certain my performance by the end of this semester will be the defining factor all around.

Oh, and not to mention, I’ll be moving in less than a month. Now, not to put my entire reallife out there because, I’ve always strived to maintain a certain amount of anonymity but, I think it is important everyone who cares understands the reasons behind my prolonged absences hence! the explanation…out of respect mostly… Because, I just think it’s rude to disappear without a word and not to the mention, the speculations that might arise as some people have no problem blatantly impersonating others ( e.g the never ending copybot crisis and the things in between) ~ of course, that’s another story for another blog post.

Anyway, I hope you’ve enjoyed my short ado about absences!. When I am officially back, you’ll be the first to know!

and as always,
xoxo
~Mia

Video :: Heartbreak warfare by John Mayer
Lightning strikes
Inside my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It’s heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don’t you say so?”

This cold air is rather comforting…

While some people would prefer staring out at the snow as it falls I prefer playing in it, outside. I may not be always prepared but what the heck- depending on how much fun you are having you’ll eventually forget how cold it really is.

broken hearts stay cold

On other things cold and comforting

To see the earth as it truly is, small and blue in that eternal silence where it floats, is to see riders on the earth together, brothers on that bright loveliness in the eternal cold – brothers who know now they are truly brothers. -Archibald MacLeish

Sometimes, you must go out in the cold, get your fingerbits frostbitten to find out what is truly out there standing in the cold awaiting your tender gaze. Of course I am not referring to anything “literal” per say.
That’s all.

What I am wearing.
Hair :: ANNA in light brown by ((JUNWAVE))
Vest :: Dear Rabbit Vest by .:Vive9:.
Top :: (old lucky chair gift) Rabbit Police White Collar by –Umi Usagi–
Pants :: Milan in brown by LeeZu!
Socks :: Knee Sock Mit Suspenders in black by Pig

My heart jumps hurdles for someone like you.

I was in one of those typically shitty moods yesterday after some altercations via roleplay- If you’re an avid roleplayer you’ll completely understand, or if you deal with drama in general this might be right up your ally- My good friend Julius decided to take me shopping to cheer me up! Sometimes, I’m overwhelmed by the good friends I have- I know I sound like a selfish brat right now but, It has nothing to do with the shopping, just the effort made me go awww- Anyway, so we spent a lot of time at [LeeZu!] which I am completely infatuated with at the moment and Bukka. Oh, if you haven’t gotten a chance just yet go pick up LeeZu’s new item, these pants.

Seen on their blog!For some reason, I searched all through out the store and wasn’t able to find them. Besides I was pretty exhausted by the end of the night. Anyway, here goes.
Love you guys!
What I am wearing
Hair ::: Kira- Blond shades by (Demier Cri)
Skin ::: Mima 08 [Ebony] Glow skin by LAQ
Top (1) ::: Margo Jacket in silver by [LeeZu!] (complete outfit not shown)
Top (2, underneathe) ::: Pariizian Suit in earth by [LeeZu!]
Pants ::: Pariizian Suit in earth by [LeeZu!]
Socks ::: Jodis socks by ;RS;
Arm band ::: (old lucky chair gift) Arm Cuffs by [Bukka]
Shoes ::: Western boots in Khaki by [Bukka]
Belt ::: DoubleMetalBelt WhiteSnake under by [Bukka]
Eyelashes ::: Lush Glam lashes ( Black) by Sn@tch